It's been a long time since I've used Deviantart, and looking back on it it's one huge cringe-fest for me unfortunately, lol. I'm going to delete it all soon most likely as I don't really want it up for my students to find.
I feel you. Coming back to this sight after having not been on it for so long and seeing all the cringe worthy things I've said...ugh..However, I wish you the best in your endeavors and I shall miss your art.